Getting work done yesterday has made me realize what a future we have to look forward too. Words are just words. Actions speak volumes. Pictures can say 1,000 words. Resentments hinder my ability to be grateful at times. So as I learn and look forward to moving and having a final destination, today I will be grateful. This I am reminded is only temporary and for that it frees my mind to not do things that are unnecessary or cause more anxiety than excitement. We will be moving to our forever home next year and for now I will know I have my furs, the boy, family, friends and life. Four walls and a roof that is just a temporary home and nothing in life is definite. We have settled on pushing the wedding because we now have a new priority. We have shifted our focus and will be house hunting next spring to find out forever home. I let go of a resentment that pushed me into a tailspin and today I breath (as best I can with asthma and sometimes bad choices).
I have been feeling a lot and doing a lot of emotional work lately. This “quarantine” has taught me a lot about of life and myself, others and simplicity of life. I will be grateful for all the changes it has caused even if Im still uncomfortable with some. I have been doing a lot of different things in these last few weeks. Plant life, trying a bunch of “life hacks”, money saving alternatives, fixing things, ZOOM life and chats, therapy and photography, writing and trying to live life on life’s terms. I’ve cried more than once, laughed a whole lot and had multiple rides on an emotional rollercoaster – oh did I mention eating more snacks than humanly possible…
We are all in this together.
“Always stay humble and KIND!”
Thank you to all the people in my tribe, my crew, my humans and my family. Thank you Greyson
So this week was a lot of trial and error, a lot of laughs and learning. This week was a lot of deep breaths and letting it go. This week we were both nonstop with yard work and projects, cleaning and throwing away.
Grateful 365 for you humans out there. Got to end it with catching up with Lil and Dave. So grateful!
Good morning, good evening and good night.
These were two posts from the last 2 Sundays in my life. I’ve been nonstop with stuff.
The first slide show is just some DIY and some trying new things. I have been keeping busy and just trying it out. It can’t hurt. It is distracting my mind and I am just seeing what comes of it. I get to try all of these new things out before we move to our forever home and then I will have a better grip on what does and doesn’t work. All a work in progress.
Second slide show is just a little bit of photography life. Some things that have been going on. Things I have seen thru my eyes and my lens. Just living life. Seeing and trying new things. Sitting back and remembering. Thankful. Grateful. Blessed. So many feelings.
So much has been going on. May mental health awareness month and I had plans. It just shows that when I think of something, it doesn’t always happen. So it is best to stick with a blog prompt if I am going to do this everyday. I don’t always feel like I have a lot to say but then sometimes you can’t shut me up.
On to the next